Fix your eyes on the Crucified and nothing else will be of much importance..

Love,

Its been awhile..where have you been? I've missed you. I know how hard it is to fix your eyes on me when everything is going right, when incredible things are happening with your life, when you are busy and have lots of people you adore..but, I have to tell you, this is still it. The path is still down to the cross. My love is enough for you. I promise. I know that your deepest fear is being worthless. But worth will not come in people you love, in missions you are passionate about, in lives you change. Worth is not in anything at all that you do. You are worthwhile because I have called you my Beloved, because I came to be with you, and because I died your death. Thats really it. Stop running after less wild lovers and pursuing all these other things. Come back and sit and rest and stay for a long long time and remember that no one needs you,  but that they need me. And that through your brokenness, and only that, just as Christ was broken beyond belief will they be ushered into me who alone can enter the secret place in their hearts and love them well. Let me dethrone you and lead you, lovingly, carefully to the cross. I'm taking you there because thats where I am, that is where we can be together. I do not ask you to be broken alone. But I warn you that you cannot be successful and enthroned and pursue the worlds love and not be alone. Come to me. I love you. My love is enough. Jesus really is enough.

God