So I don't really have anything to say and so I decided to write the letter I feel God is writing on my heart and maybe on yours too. I'm not claiming divine inspiration, just thinking about how he loves. 

Beloved, 

I know you are weary. Come and rest. Just rest. Remember, love, I AM. And that is enough. there is nothing for you to be and nothing for you to make me because I was and I am and I always will be. Darling, I know your heart so well. Do not hold tight to your heart because you cannot help but give it away. Thats just how I made you. I made you for me. We fit together. Every thirst you have is filled in me. Please, do not run from and deny your sin. No matter how far we go together, until we are reunited in eternity, it will be ever present, ever thorny and nasty and the more you know me, the more terrible it will become. Not that you will sin more but that sin will pain you deeper as you become increasingly part of reality with me. Be sorrowful in looking deeply and facing the parts of your soul that hate me. You must know sin to know the power of the cross. You are enough, I want you with me right now. If you tarry til you're better, you'll never come at all. I love you right now-abide in my love, abide in me. I do not love you because of who you are, I love you because of who I am that in creating you for relationship, I bound myself to humanity for al eternity. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you. Literally every millisecond. Be daring for me. Love the people GOd has given you, who may be in the rest of your life and maybe are just for a fews seconds in a grocery store. Give it up for me. Lose your life. I promise i will catch you. IF you come to me, you can wrap yourself up in me. It will be such deep passion and love. 

Jesus