My name is Krystal. I am an 18 year old girl at college who misses her mom and her family in Christ back home and really wants love and has stumbled upon the great mystery, the glorious story of God and Man and realized I am a part of it. For the first time I feel satisfied and feel like life is resembling the craving deep in my soul. I'm just another Samaritan woman, pouring out my young heart into a lot of false lovers and then finding the one for me and its changing deep in me and I'm starting to find immeasurable depth in myself. And so I stumble around on how to live this life and I start to love strangers in ways that makes my throat tighten and I feel really far from humanity and really close to my Beloved. And I fall for Him, then I forget Him; I worship Him then I worship the world; and I belong to Him but have a whole lot of trouble letting go. And so I'm living this heart wrenching life and I'm finding what it means to breathe but most of all there is God. He's here and its me and Him and i don't have any words for Him but if I had to choose some I'd pick sunshine and mystery and dancer. Maybe I'd say trees and wind and rain. Or glory and rightness. Truth. Dangerous. Holy. Husband. Too much for me yet just right. I love Him. I really love him a lot.